As 2009 continues to unfold, I continue to grow and evolve in ways I didn't know were even possible. Just this month, I have indirectly received a rare and precious gift.
I have very unexpectedly experienced a man in a way I had only hoped I would one day - and that day could have just as easily remained a fantasy versus a reality. Truth be told, a few months ago, I resigned myself to the notion I would not put any time or energy into a romantic relationship until Elijah was grown and out of the house.
But something changed. Someone incredibly special has me speechless.
I don’t think him, I feel him.
I don’t think about what words to say, I just say them.
I don’t try to think ahead of him and what he will say or do.
Instead I listen; I wait; I wonder.
I don’t think about what he is or isn’t –
He just is…
He is… the one who effortlessly makes me smile.
He makes me feel like no other woman ever shared his heart.
He is my heart’s desire.
His values mirror mine – as if we were raised together.
He just is...
He is the one who makes me laugh, over and over, again and again.
I can’t wait to hear what he’ll say next. It is unknown, unique to him.
He melts my heart with simple, eloquent words that are as genuine as his love.
I feel his words; they comfort me like a favorite blanket , soft and warm.
I trust him - what he says and does – his character.
I believe him; I believe in him; I believe in us.
He is…he just is.
He is the one who has me at a loss for words, because –
Because I don’t “think” him, I “feel” him.
I love him.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
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